Ive never given much thought to how Id lose my virginity. But I was sure I didnt want it to be with someone special, not my first boyfriend, never my first love. There was only one pain I want to remember about it, and it was not a broken trust or a broken heart. rnrnThen there he was. He was every bit of the guy I wanted to lose my virginity to. Until he wasnt.rnrn*.*.*rnrnCece KâĤ Show more